There is weight in the word “carry”
exhaustion, a heaviness that heaves a sighToday I set down my garden
Oh, not completely, never completelyI will let beds unto themselves, allow a give
and take of seasons passingI will empty pots, crumbled and
weathered over years of trusted workI will carry simplicity and nurture
abundance only within my reachToday I set down past hurt, yes,
no need to make room for such follyI cannot amend ghosts who
ride beside me, whispering their callI set down their reins, release the
tether, no longer will I carryToday I set down my fear
a weighted bundle of nihilityI will preside in the here and now
in light of day, depth of nightI will smile of me and in gratitude
of grace sweetly pouredI will walk with you and with those
I am given, animal and insect, too
Today I will set down my titles
for I am sixty and begin anew
I will let wind name me
I will let rain purify me
I will let earth ordain me
I will let sun commission me
May I carry that which gives life
May I carry thanksgiving in my stride
May I carry Light for my path
Amen. Amen. Amen.