Constellation Corvus
appears now in our night sky,a hemisphere of northern points,
not southern,on tail of serpent bearer, healer.
This morning you greeted us,twenty or more of you
in field spread across tufts of winter grass onsnow melted into iced crusted mounds,
there must be food there.This mid-winter’s day welcoming grace of flakes of snow
you’ve never greeted us with such abandon,our feet close enough for dog nose to wish
an even nearer sniff.Today in union with your clan
you walk earth with us,call a welcome under clouded sky.
Maybe tonight as moon grows fullyour points of light will draw us there, too,
together – Corvus, dog, and me.
Tag Archives: Crow
On Sacred Bows
On sacred boughs snow delights
till frosted breath sweeps past
and whisks it from its perch
to fly like sandstorm to bless my face.
Then rests in drift and mound
And, thereupon, is swept aside
away from booted feet
to lie in wait a remissive thaw
under predestined sun.
Bye Bye Love
There was a full moon that night. There was always a full moon now.
It began simply enough.
Who knew that moving the kitchen table, just a slight angle so she could look out the window, not one direction but three, would make the difference.
There was a new table cloth, too. After thirteen years, she was ready to look out from a different angle, a new light.
Yes, new light. The moon was full that night ushering in the Solstice, the turn of the wheel to a new year.
It was dark when she returned home to her new angle to the world. She took solace that after this night, light would grow again. Her feet hurt and her lunch bag was not to be found. She remembered setting it down at the bus stop. Her half-sandwich which she saved for dinner, half an apple, too, gone.
She had little energy to muster. All she could do was crack open the kitchen window and sit at the table to look out. First left. Then right. Finally, settling on center as a small glow above Hank’s house caught her eye. She didn’t move. For the next hour the wheel turned slowly as the moon in her fullness rose above the house, trees silhouetting a figure. Crow kept her company this evening.
The moon was full that night.
“Hey! Rosewood! Where ya been?” A voice bellowed out of the dark. With ruffled feathers, crow rose above the tree top and disappeared as the tall, lanky figure emerged.
Rose let out a sigh. The evening would now be given over to Hank. And his beer.
“Hi, Hank.”
“Mind if I rest for a few?”
These were words of ceremony. First, Hank announcing his arrival. Her reply. Then his request, which no longer waited for approval.
Rose opened the door and Hank made himself comfortable.
Rosewood.
Each time Hank called her that, her feathers ruffled a bit. It’s not that she didn’t like Hank’s nickname for her. She just didn’t like his bold intimacy. He inserted Rosewood into their conversation the first time they met. Usually, nicknames were shortened versions of a cumbersome title. Rosewood was complex and stronger than just Rose. She never knew a Rosewood. She was named after her grandmother, an nostalgic name, a soft and feminine name. But it made her feel old and vulnerable. Rosewood suited her.
Hank took a sip from his beer and set it down on the table. He was gruff, but funny. He stayed too long most of the time. But he would do anything for her, if she just would ask. But she never asked.
Tonight with the full moon, she wanted to bathe in its glow. Alone.
“How are you, Hank?”
From behind him, Hank pulled out a bottle for her. He placed it just so in front of her as if he was presenting her with an award. It wasn’t a beer, but a clear liquid in a lovely bottle. Blue lettering in cursive. No graphics. Elegant. Hank enjoyed a bit of gin, too.
“It’s the one I told you about. Leopold’s Summer Gin. Batch #2. The one with that flower…immortal?”
“Oh, yes, immortelle, helichrysum.”
“Yeah that’s the one. I told you I’d find you a bottle. There aren’t anymore left in town. It was a small batch. I got the last one.”
She and Hank were an odd couple, if couple was the right term. He was as much of a connoisseur of beer and an occasional gin as she was with herbs in her garden. Who would know that the two would cross and make sense? But they did.
Hank turned on Pandora. He knew what Rose liked but always started with his channel.
“Bye bye happiness. Hello, loneliness. I think I’m gonna cry…” trailed out of the speakers, through the kitchen window following the trail of the moon as it made its way across the sky and back down again. They sipped gin straight with a bit of ice and talked for hours about nothing, but mostly about everything that made them two of a kind…
And yet, so separate that Hank gathered a blanket and gently covered Rosewood curled up on the couch as he locked the door behind him.
There was a full moon that night. There was always a full moon’s glow for Hank and Rosewood.
Author’s Note:
Our writing group met last night. We had new members join us and our prompt master was more than masterful.
My luck of the draw’s image and opening line was: There was a full moon that night; there was always a full moon now.
I do not have an attribution for either images or the prompt. If anyone knows, please let me know!
Again
Day Thirty, the End
I call it big water, the ocean.
It was a year ago today I walked
near crow picking out his mussel lunch
along the bight. Sand and shell
placed gingerly inside my empty coffee cup,
my way to keep a part of him,
remember he was gone.I discover in loss
the hole, like that black round
left by moon in night when she is new,
cannot return to full as we once were.
Hollowness must replenish slowly,
in new ways, just as moon waxes crescent.. . .
A sand-hued box tied with gossamer ribbon,
color of the growing gibbous moon.
Inside a woman sings,
Mother River, running her
song, flowing to ocean,
reminds me of my
connection here to there,
big water.. . .
She hands me a calcite globe,
heavy, creamy yellow
as if full of moon light.
A memory stone to place inside
the blackened cavity,
to remember, to hold
in comfort, to illumine
when all seems lost.. . .
Today I stand under
waning moon, attempt
to grasp, hear again his laughter,
catch his smile flash where sadness rested.. . .
Our loop around that hot
bright ball tempered with
night and glowing light
that comes and goes
and returns again,
the river that runs to
kiss ocean tide and flow
to sea once more,
a broken heart mended scarred,
a refitted life begins anew,
all the rhythm of our dance.
Author’s Note:
To C.J. and Michael and Lisa
3 Schoolyard Ruminations
Day 26
1.
Fallen branches on the wrong side of the fence,
a pile of crab apple blossoms detached from their source.I wondered of my disunion, would I fare the same,
a chaotic pile left to wither without worry.
2.
“It’s half,” she reported, confusion crossing her face.
“What is half?” I inquired.
She searched for words in her urban six-year-old
awareness, desperation growing.
Finally, “Worm.” A need for rescue, not for the worm,
but her place in line where she was to sit,
sidewalk still damp from last evening’s storm.I wondered if myself halved, all that was left after
tempest, would dissolve someone’s tranquility as well.
3.
They stood on guard, circled under tree shooing
away curious littles. “I bet someone shot it.”
There it lay, iridescent black feathers
tightly drawn, eyes glossed, crow fallen. The janitor
brought a box, with gloved hand lifted the cadaver.I wondered where I will be lifted once breath
has its final escape.
I looked down the road and wondered.
Author’s Note:
Today I had the choice of three prompts. My writing group met and I usually write a story from the prepared prompt. But I am writing poetry this month. I did not care for the NaPoWriMo/GloPoWriMo prompt. I just couldn’t see my way around it. Here it is:
“And now for our (optional) prompt! Have you ever heard someone wonder what future archaeologists, whether human or from alien civilization, will make of us? Today, I’d like to challenge you to answer that question in poetic form, exploring a particular object or place from the point of view of some far-off, future scientist? The object or site of study could be anything from a “World’s Best Grandpa” coffee mug to a Pizza Hut, from a Pokemon poster to a cellphone.”
At our writing group, we had a list of words to incorporate into our writing. Those did not sit well either. I’m usually up for the challenge, but not tonight:
“benevolent, eclipse, asshole, magnanimous, hide”
Then came the prompt from the blind pile:
“92. Within the last five minutes, he’d seen three people die and had looked down the road toward his own death. The question was – how would he go?”
That was it, along with three events from the past few months.
Simply…
You are ordained by your creation
from our Holy Singularity,
cosmos infused with
each microscopic particle,
each microscopic particle
of You that is part of me
and you and you and you
and every…thingUnder sun’s brilliant rays,
heat warms, gives life,
we burn with passionBy moon’s radiant glow
we rest, we must rest without
fully knowing, releasing to allWith song of owl, wisdom
fills our empty space as
each sorrow is liberatedAlong wolf’s path
patience learned,
faith in oneself
and strength in packOn our bellies slide with
snake closest to Earth,
bendable, lithe to protuberanceAbreast of fox who plays in grasses
yet hears, knows one must be
aware of that which no longer servesCrow glistens black
against crystalline blue,
we honor, hold one another deeply,
mourn our losses, never forgetFlowing with water
we make our way
silver threads encircle
Earth with lifeStand with preeminent tree,
together roots dig
into Earth entwinedAnd gaze above,
see our infinite selves,
stars, galaxies boundless,
yet bound to one anotherWe are ordained, simply by our Creation.
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Author’s Note:
Full Moon blessings.
Munay,
Lexanne
Slip
Spring awakens a childish impatience.
Cool moist soil calls for roots
to grow deeply, nourish
stem and vine.My thoughts focus forward
on that first luscious bite,
a juicy veneer down my chin,
the cardinal tomato chaw.I am revived each harvest
after officiating the seeding.
But it doesn’t start with seed
or harvest’s nosh.It is not the action, movements
I repeat presupposing I create.
I step back, return within,
Earth issues the design.Roots compelled to dig deeply,
take hold and fill themselves
to thicken stem to tenure leaves
to pop sweet buds where bloom
will ensue to offer fruit
to fill my belly.It begins where I cannot see,
but where I yield.The work is compulsory
not for product, but benevolence
for season of bird and insect,
tree and star – each morsel magnified
by one rooted slip.I cannot propagate, help or heal
unless I have cultivated Me.It is not what I do for the world to
see, ego pressing me on.
It is not bold and righteous
indignations, ego standing tall.It is my small quivering voice
answering Your call that I
may fall in love with Me,
the one You created,
deeply and passionately.In consummation ego will abandon
its lien and You will outbloom
my tender.
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Author’s Note:
I am beginning to understand that it is not what I do but how deeply I love that will attend the shift. It does no good to step out armed with ego’s chatter to change the world. Too many are injured when ego is in control.
It is hard to quiet ego, keep it at bay. But when it can be wrangled into a bit of rest, leaving it aside, there is room for roots to take hold. Roots that will grow deeply and thrive in Love.
Even more difficult is where I have to start. That place can only be with learning to love myself. For if I am vessel for the Divine, there is only one way for me to honor that. I must love myself first, as I am loved. Then the Divine flows from me, not in my way, but in full compassion for all – even to those who are formidable. I must remember, they are containers, too.
Lexanne
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Today’s photos, the crow and the seashell, don’t seem kindred to the text. They are. My trip to Seattle a few weeks ago gave me a freedom to discover much in myself. Crow flew by me as I drove to beaches and along lush roadways, sat by me as I rested on driftwood, walked with me in small town harbors. I was alone for two days on this journey, yet crow was there at each turn.
The shell and tiny flowers sat at the edge of a forested area near a harbor on a handrail. It was a Sunday and the altar was set by someone, it seemed just for me and my ceremony.
There I confirmed my call to nature is the ocean, not mountain. Surprising since I am a Denver “native.” I will head the call.
Aho.
Almanac Questionnaire.3
Day Eighteen
Sunday worship, a custom
child with hat and white gloves, black patent shoes
kneeling, hands folded, head bowed in supplicationguitars, women nearer the altar, kiss of peace
a pause, a long time gone
new words for old prayers, re-imaging Christ
no longer defined by Sunday or its tired form
In reverence of Redwood architecture
joining air to earth to that which lies beneath
I stand in awe of your strength
pay homage to your constancyThree minutes down the city banded
alleyway, a wall to halt my vagrancy,
you press me to change my viewpoint,
look up instead of down, past high rise windows
my eyes ascend to glimpse a peek of sky where
buildings join air to earth
to that which lies beneath
In observance I discover
You are also hereOutside my glazed glass frame
a tree bows in reverence under snow,
crow, owl and squirrel, bees and spiders
await their spring ritual
Tree, oh Tree, you brush my face
in morning hello
tap my window in icy storm
wear that which I cannot control,
innocent release to what Is,
you welcome me to journey
enraptured I bow to YouTo be continued…
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Author’s Note:
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What I’ve used so far…
Almanac Questionnaire
Weather:
Flora:
Architecture: Redwoods
Customs: Sunday Worship
Mammals/reptiles/fish:
Childhood dream:
Found on the Street:
Export:
Graffiti:
Lover:
Conspiracy:
Dress:
Hometown memory:
Notable person:
Outside your window, you find: my tree
Today’s news headline:
Scrap from a letter:
Animal from a myth:
Story read to children at night:
You walk three minutes down an alley and you find: Wall
You walk to the border and hear:
What you fear:
Picture on your city’s postcard:
Signs
Day Seven
Signs
a crow
two ducks
a fallen rose
some would inform me signs are sillybut as a crow flies above
into a blazing sunset
a message from a loved one passed
all is wellmy mom and dad
both now gone
quatered nesting ducks in their planter
two visitors in my yard today
all is wella fallen rose
St. Theresa’s calling
she kept him company
consoled him in his fear
all is wellSpirit comes to me in signs
not every one can see them